Life sucks.

I've cried the past, oh, I dont know, like week. It actually is taking effort for me to simply smile - and this is coming from a person who laughs at anything. I'm not happy at church (at all), school is actually getting harder, and all my friends are depressed right now too..so basically we just sit in class and sulk. Its a fun life, lemme tell ya. The only thing that gets my mind off everything is dancing. Its my freedom, but as soon as its over, I'm back to the frown. I hope this phase doesnt last too long, and I hope life does get better after high school.

Much love........(sigh) me.

Currently Listening Honkytonk University By Toby Keith Honytonk Badonkadonk see related

Wow...so I'm definitely overdue for an update!! But I dont think people read these things anymore...we're (yes, me included) are way to obsessed with myspace...

Christmas
I love my family to death. I wouldnt trade them for the world. We had a blast this year..like always, but I truly value who they are in my life. I got alot of cool stuff: an iPod (which I didnt know how to work until Halei came to my rescue), clothes, a kid (no lie, his name is Swapil..hes from India. I'm a mom at seventeen), college stuff, CDs, jewelry...etc.

The New Year
I'm ready to start this year...heres what I want to go down in '06

• Graduate!!!
• Get a car..well, an SUV actually...
• Be in my last Stellar Revue for drill team...bittersweet
• Go on a cruise with my Stars!!
• Be in my last recital ever....cant even talk about it...
• Go to Colorado to go SKIING!! (yeah..never seen snow)
• Go to Destin with my seniors to relaaaxxxx
• Turn 18!! Hit up them clubs babayy!!
• Go to Glorietta and Washington DC with my youth group
• Go to Baylor
• Have the time of my life...

Much love...........me

Yo.

Well...Christmas Affair was last night, and I'll hafta say, I really did have a whole lot of fun!!!! Here are some pics...but I didnt take any at the dance, so theyre all of me and Beau, but Amy wants to see, so does Adrien, and probably Abbie too...so here are a few!

Hey look...its me...

I take one of these every dance I go to...its the real me.

Me and Beau...lookin fiiine...haha...jk

My mom had to take about 100 pics...

Laaadies....get those cell phones ready!! hahaha

We were sick of takin the 'usual' ones...

Aggies vs. Longhorns....GIG EM!!

So...all in all it was a really fun night! I'll hafta say I love an HJ/WB mix of people. Not too much going on this week except Christmas shoppin and sleepin. I love winter breaks! Amy comes home Wednesday; my other half is finally home, and weve been picking up where we left off ever since.

Anyways...just thought I'd give you guys a peek at what went on last night. Call me if you wanna do something this week! I'm finally freeeeeee!!!

Much love.................... a rockin-around-the Christmas-tree me (for you, A-Lew!!)

 I LOVE RAIN! It just makes the entire day better!

Life = Fabulous...heres the highlights:
-Finally found a Christmas Affair dress...its hott...lol
-Two more days of school left
-Halei comes home tomorrow
-Ryan Johnson and Josh King surprised me at school today
-Everyones coming hooome
-Drill Team was cancelled today
-Christmas parties the rest of the week

• I still need to go Christmas shoppin for all my gifts. Ehh...maybe tomorrow.
• I'm 100% going on a ski trip over Spring Break

Much Much love.........me!!!

Currently Listening Shania Twain - Greatest Hits By Shania Twain I AINT NO QUITTER! see related

Yo.

Countdowns:
Jeana's Bday - 6 days
School's Out - 7 days
Christmas Affair - 9 days
Cory's Bday - 12 days
Will's Bday - 14 days
Christmas - 16 days
New Years - 22 days

This weekend:
     I definitely have like the busiest weekend ever. Tonight I'm supposed to be in approximately 6 places at once. I dont think I'll make it there to each one. Tomorrow I'll be in Houston most of the day, then have to make a dashing trip home for a Christmas party at my house. Sunday I have about 3 places to be at one time. Good thing I dont have a life...right?

Stuff to do:
-Find a CA dress. Yep. 9 days. Dont have one. Dont really care anymore. It seems like this dance is falling out right under my feet. All I wanna go do is dance. No matter what I'm wearing, and no matter what it looks like.
-Go Christmas shopping. Usually I have almost all of my shopping done. As of right now I have NONE done.
-Clean my room. Sorry Amy...it lasted about a week and a half.
-Put gas in my car. I'm on E...and have been for a while. Oops.
-Make a hair appointment.

*School is completely worthless. I know I say it in about every entry, but its getting worse. We're doing less and less, and Katy sleeps more and more.

**I miss Seussical. Usually right now Id be practicing like crazy and my life would be even more hectic. In fact...it was scheduled for this weekend. Major tear. Screw you, Rita.

***Life's a little psycho right now. I'm not upset, but I'm not happy. I'm neutral. Like this: --------....mhmm.. yep. There's life.

Shoutouts:
Halei - I dont know what I'd do without you! Honestly..
Amy - I miss you..come home soon!
Ellen - Things will get better...I promise. I'm always here if you need me
Whitney A - You make me smile! haha
Katelyn - Blow off the Kristen issues. We have a fun weekend ahead.
Slate - Youre the greatest!!
Ezekiel - We never talk anymore...
Will - I love you more than life!

Much love.................me